Premier Day

Wow! Can’t believe I am doing this!! I wonder how is this going to last. I hope it would last more than a few weeks… Anyway, today I sort of have a argument with my mother about some stupid things. I was then very mad throughout the day until I went to a supermarket, and saw 2 really [really] good looking men, European accent, WOW! My mood changed sooo fast!! [They were my perfect type, see about me section].

While I was dreaming what would happen if I ask them out, [which I would, if I am a little bit older...], I realized that the reason why this world see gays as ‘freaks’, is because we can’t just walk toward them as ask them out. If you are straight, you can do that. But in this world, heterosexuals are the majority, and you have to assume the other is straight. Straight people can check out guys/girls carefree, and be able to ask them out. We can’t do that, and that is how I feel, and I am sticking with that reason [for now]. Still can’t believe it!!